Day 1 post transfer - nothing to report. Same old same old really. Will be hard to spot symptoms as my boobs are massive and sore from the pessaries and I am peeing heaps from having lots of fluids. Will just have to wait it out until testing time no doubt!
I was a bit disappointed when I returned to work today - one of the admin people said to me "how did I get on yesterday"? I initially thought it was because I was off so I said excuse me to which she said "did it go well? what happens now, I guess you just have to wait".... she was clearly talking about my IVF, something which I had not told her about. I asked how did she know and she said "you know how the gossip travels in this place".
Im actually quite hurt that someone is talking about MY business. Yes I am quite open about my fertility issues, but I am also selective in who I tell and I am even more selective in who I have told we are currently undergoing treatment. I told my immediate team at work as I work in a hospital in an appointment basis position so I felt I needed to as people would have to cover for me - other than that I told 2 other people within the department, a total of 7 people. Now im wondering who else bloody knows!!! Its not others place to tell my business. Im disappointed that I felt I was doing the right thing to not let people down at work, only to be let down in return. Next time I can tell you I will only be telling my manager - who cares if people look badly at me because im always off, this is added pressure and stress that I just don't need!
Not happy :(
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