Yay - now I can do a different type of count down!!!
Still in a world of disbelief - this BFP is so different to the last time as then we were naive of miscarriages, this time we have the knowledge of loss plus a long journey behind us that I think is holding back us getting super excited. Don't get me wrong, we are over the moon... just can't believe it!! I think the bloods on Monday will be the thing that will kick in the excitement and then with a great rise in levels on Wednesday then it will be like "phew". We told our family last night and I think their excitement is probably at the same level as us as they seemed slightly reserved also. Bring on Monday!!!
We have talked about the fear of another miscarriage and it holding us back. We have decided that this is not how we plan to treat this pregnancy - it is a new, different pregnancy and for the now we are pregnant and intend of basking in this knowledge. Im sure there will be times of doubt or fear, but we just have to believe that this wee bubs is well and will be making an appearance.
So symptoms.... the nausea is still there, I feel a bit bloated, my boobies are still hurting me (mostly at night or upon waking) and im getting a few twinges in my lower abdomen. I have felt a bit blah today so quite glad its the weekend so I can blob out!!!
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