5w 5d

So after my meltdown, I had another lot of bloods today - the levels were 7400 so not quite doubling however they said they slow down around 6weeks so they weren't too concerned with this. They asked again what would I like to do - did I want some more bloods. I said that I think the only thing that would help put me at ease is a scan.... so I cheekily asked if there was any chance that I could have my scan brought forward, which they did!!! So next Thursday, we will be seeing our baby!!!


I honestly do feel like things are good, im not thinking that im miscarrying... im just reading into things, I know this..... but im not the first and I won't be the last mama-to-be that will do this. I think when you have felt loss its the fear of it that takes over. 


But Petrie will be just fine!!!!


My symptoms are still hanging in there. My breasts have gone back to feeling the sharp pains and I think they have grown, im having on/off headaches, the nausea is on/off but definitely not bad, my skin is a bit blah, im still peeing heaps, im feeling a little more hungry, im still getting the twinges in my lower abdomen, im still extremely fatigued..... and I think thats about it. Oh and im still very emotional!!!