It strikes me that no matter what stage of this journey, you are always waiting for something to happen.... waiting for your period to end, waiting for ovulation, waiting to ovulate, in the 2 week wait, waiting for that second line, waiting for the positive bloods, waiting for the blood levels to go up, waiting for the dating scan, the 12week scan, the anatomy scan... and so on and so on until 40 weeks or if unluckly a little longer!!! And don't get me started on all the waiting once baby finally arrives!!
At the moment im actually waiting for my period to arrive... im CD51 tomorrow, it should be here by now. It frustrates me that its not here. It frustrates me that I then have to go through all that wait again and the reality is its going to be a whole lot more of waiting regardless of the outcome of this next cycle!!!
What I would give to be naive in this whole process... hey press-tow, baby!!! Argh yes, dreams are free!!
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