4 months to go

This morning I woke up, took my temp and it was extremely low. This confirmed to me what I felt I already knew and that was that I haven't yet ovulated. I was guttered - im already CD31, how much longer will this take? I feel like my PCOS is back and taking over things again, and again I became disheartened. With this in mind we decided not to go ahead with the IUI next month - as a one off there is no point, not when im not in a pattern of ovulating. Its just so disappointing :(


So I rang Repromed, hoping that they would give me some glimmer of hope however keeping myself "safe" by being prepared to be told that the IVF has been delayed as I thought due to the earthquake.... however it seems this isn't so! I was told that the waitlist is still at 12/13months and we would be sent a letter in May/June asking us to do all our screening tests, and then they will send us consent, and then its all go! I can't believe it - I fully believed that I was going to be told that it would be more like the end of the year! 


But it looks like August is still the goer... thats 4months time!!! I can't believe it. And I can't believe I have gone from feeling super down this morning to believing in things again!!! Talk about a roller-coaster of emotions.


So countdown is officially on x x