Today im feeling very flat. I don't know if its the medications or just the stark realisation that this is actually our fate, but im just feeling down. With other things going on in our life (earthquake/house related, family, work issues) I just wish something would be easy - I know its not going to be this but it just feels like something's gotta give. And its a catch 22 - im down and im feeling down that im down!!! I need to be in a good space. I need to be feeling good. I need to make the most of this bad situation to give us the best hope of success. But right now, despite the support I have, I feel so alone.
I hope this passes.

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