So last night I broke down. Its the first time in a long while that I have just sobbed and sobbed. It was triggered from watching "Greys Anatomy" when a character on there had a miscarriage. I don't know why that particularly hit a spot, its not like I haven't heard of others misfortune of having to go through the ordeal of a miscarriage. But last night it brought it all home to me again, and I just cried.
Today however is a new day. I can't change what happened to me. I can only take solace in the fact that my wee bubba wasn't well and my body knew it. So I carry on in hope...
I had another session of acupuncture today - she is happy with the way I am responding. I had a comparison of my FSH levels from 2 years ago and they are dramatically down which is great! Its only been 4 weeks but I really do feel its making a difference. She burned Moxa over me - apparently this will help warm up my ovaries and hopefully I ovulate at a normal time frame this cycle. Also got my pills to help with my thryroid dysfunction and hopefully bring up my temps as still too low.
I am still feeling positive - life is about ups and downs, last nite was just one of those downs but today im ok and back on the path.
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