Jealousy....

Its hard not to be when its something that you want so so much. Im of the age where people are settling down so the expectation is that we should be too - believe me we would if we could!!!
Just after we got married we used to get asked all the time when were we planning on starting a family. When I started the clomiphene I put on weight around my tummy and people used to ask if I was pregnant, even pat my "bump".... now people no longer ask anything. 
I can't believe how long its taking - it should never be this hard!!! You read of people who get pregnant at the snap of the fingers, only need to look at their partner and then they are knocked up. I have tried meds, herbals, temping, fertility assisted treatments, losing weight, yoga, ignoring things.... when will something work!!! When will it be our turn???

So yes, I am jealous.... I wish I had the innocence of not knowing how hard this path could be. I wish I could be like them.